Friday, March 10, 2006

well......

Busy, I make just a little time for writing, for deliberating how the chaos is changing my life and I finally understand that it's what keeps me motivated, I thrive on this fluctuation of constant flux, a pull that takes me on a course of indecision that ultimately makes me recognize my worst fears, I am flawed; imperfect but resolute to try my best; in every strand of effort, I take my energy and wrap it around an idea and introduce it to as many others as possible....
I suppose that I am covering a multitude of questions with my rambling answers, but I have accidentally discovered that even in the midst of yesterday's hesitation, I can be confident in today, this very minute, because it is the best moment I am am ever going to know,not because some book, some quote, some person tells me it is true; it is because I expereince it until I am certian of its persuasion to juxtapose truth,which seems to alienate everyone except for me.

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